All I can say for sure is that luck runs out...

Failure makes you want to give up. And frankly, I'm tired of failing. Of course, there are some upsides to life right now, like the fact that I bought a PS2 and got Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas. And Kim wonders why I always end up just playing video games...

My hobbies are my way of keeping my mind off of the failed attempts throughout my life. Right now, I'm in overdrive, kicking myself in the ass because of how stupid I've been over the last few days thinking things would fall into place, when in reality, I've been stacking up a house of cards, making it that much easier for those around me to hurt me.

One of these days I'll get it right. Or maybe I had the right idea already. But the solution is in my old house, tucked neatly away where I have no access to it.

I've got nothing for you. You've got everything I want, you sweet world out there, but I've got nothing for you, so you don't let me in.

I had some damn good cards dealt to me, but like I said before, luck runs out.