I'll call her tonight...

Or at least I tell myself that. It's all gravey though, because there's always tomorrow. Anyways, I'm bored right now. I have to shower real soon because Stacy's coming in about an hour to take me out to lunch. It's to celebrate my birthday...better late than never.

Everything is just fine at this point. If history repeats itself like it knows how to do, then some disastrous shit should happen real soon. But I won't let it. I won't let my content mind set be shattered by anything right now. Finances are in order, work is just fine, friends are great and family couldn't be better. What more could I ask for?

I think I'm going to see if I can go visit my sister during the summer for a minute. It's been ages since I've been anywhere, and this wouldn't be running from any problems, it'd be an adventure. I don't have anything to run from anymore. When I leave town after I graduate, it won't be because I'm trying to escape anything. No, it will be to see all that the world has to offer.

I told my dad once that the only thing I concern myself with is if I can lay my head down at night and fall asleep easily, not feeling guilty or bad for anything I've done. In the last month and a half, that's exactly what I've been able to do every single night. Again I say, what more could I ask for? Nothing. And that makes me the happiest, richest person on earth. Besides, even if something made today gloomy...


The sky above me would shine like this again tomorrow. 

Hate It or Love It - 50 Cent