What goes up must come down...

In the course of a few hours things went very wrong. How exactly? Well, it's pretty subtle, so you might not see it all even if I explained it. Do I even bother? Probably not a good idea, but since I'm here, I might as well keep talking...

I got a knock on my door last night. Unexpected, to say the least, but at that point it was definitely appreciated. So I go over there and we are all chill. Nothing to stress me out, nothing to make me nervous, none of that. Then comes the point where we talk about us and it gets all funny.

To make a long story short, we're not on the same page with one another, we don't want the same thing. I'm not even sure why we're not wanting the same thing at this point. Is it because she doesn't want to, or because she can't? Who knows? Only her, and I'm not going to ask her anytime soon because that's what she said we should do. I can't deny that it's disappointing, because I was hoping that this would be something we could work at and build on. I guess I was wrong, and all I have left is a number in my phone that I probably won't be dialing anytime soon.