Even though I was busy all of last week...


 

It had it's high points. But what I'm really looking forward to isn't something you can plan for. It's bound to happen though, and I know this because I've seen it before. Really, there are a few things, but this one in particular is where everything changes on me. It happens every year, where something drastic or unexpected occurs and from there, everything is different.

I wish my cousin wasn't going to Europe for all of summer and I wish Michelle wasn't leaving at the end of it. Speaking of cousins though, I saw a bunch of them yesterday while I was with my parents. Nice to see them every now and then. Sometimes I wish I was closer with them, but that's not anyone's fault completely. I opted out of spending time with a lot of my family all during high school, so I guess I'm more responsible than anyone.

I really want some pho'. I haven’t had any in a long ass time, and that's weird if you know me. There's a lot going on lately that's bizarre, but I must admit that I've changed. Of course, this isn't really what I want to talk about, but I don't want to light that powdered keg and start a riot, so I'll just keep my mouth shut and let it be.

"Dude, this is going to be like two lions at the zoon fighting over a piece of steak...I wanna film this shit."

2 more years and I can leave here. It should be a good 2 years, based on the last one. I don't know where I'm headed, but it's away from all that I know. I told Brianna one time that I didn't want to go anywhere yet because if I left, I thought I wouldn't come back. I'm not so sure I'll come back when I finally do leave, but at least I know I'm not running away. It's just that there's so much to do and see out there that it can't ever get done, so why would I ever want to cut things short? It will be nice to finally get the chance to do some things and see some places.

Scott and I analyzed something and came to the conclusion that the chances were 70/30 on Thursday, and later, through observation, that they rose to 85/15. We're some scientific mother fuckers. I'd have to agree. And in regards to the other one, I'd say 50/50. THAT SHIT SCARES ME. Don't ask me why, but it does. Maybe because I'm trying to use what I've got and not need more.

This post has no foundation or consistency, but that's alright, because that's how it all came out of my head. All I know for sure is that I'll have eat pho' by the end of the day, that the summer will be amazing and unlike any I've had before, and that in 2 years, I'll be long gone from here and never have to worry about anything that plagued me in this era. Now I wish you adieu and goodbye. Hope your day is as amazing as mine.