I deleted what I wrote a few minutes ago.

Maybe I should just keep this all to myself. But then it'd fester inside me and ruin any chance of an untainted thought process and solution to the problem at hand. Not really a problem, mind you, but rather a dilemma that needs to be thought through without any blinded perspective.

I swear, sometimes I think I'm crazy. Then I compare myself to my sister and roommate and thank god for still having my sanity. Locas.

In a nutshell, the issue is that I thought there was something I couldn't do, something I couldn't have, and now, the same people who told me I couldn't do it and couldn't have it are encouraging me to do so, to take it with my own two hands. Weird? I think so. All this in less than one week. Shit, I need some advice. Of course, I'll probably just jump into this like a mine field, since that's what I usually do.

Long Way To Run - Collective Soul