It's aggravating...

It's annoying. And it's all pointless. I'm so fucking angry right now. Why can't people just leave me alone? Why can't they just stop being dicks and leave me the fuck alone so I can live my life in peace?

It's times like these that make me have regrets and wish that I'd never met some people. All I want is to be left alone and know that anything I do is for myself, not for the benefit of others who trample all over me.

Fuck it. Fuck it all.

Even if it's expensive, I'm taking my vacation at the end of June and heading for San Diego. Fuck this shit up here; I'm heading south where I can forget about all this shit. Sister, make me buy that ticket because it's something I need more than anything. That settles it. June 28-July 3 is my time of freedom. Fuck this shit, and fuck all you guys who play silly games and fuck with other peoples' heads and lives.

They say the Pacific has no memory. That's just what I need right now, and I can't wait. Fuck you. It's so annoying because I have to pull away from everyone that means something to me, but right now all I want is to stay true to my word and be there for friends. I have to though; I have to live for myself and nobody else, no matter what. They're not worth it anymore. There's a lot more to say, but I already told you, it's pointless so fuck off.