Nobody would understand right now...

Because chances are, you only know half of the story. I know it all, and I have a hard time understanding. I need a place to write all this down and draw some diagram of sorts. Give the situation some order. Things are all weird in my head and yesterday I spent all alone, thinking things through and hoping that everything will make sense by the end of today. Today, all I want is to come home and enjoy the solitude that is sincerely appreciative of me. Everything else is around because of what it can extract from me.

Like I said, you don't know the whole story, and in the best interests of all the players involved, it'll stay that way. Just remember that I said before I don't like who I'm becoming. I haven't been this way in years. I wish I didn't have to be again. Maybe I can steer this piece into calmer waters and save myself in the process. I told you ages ago, crazy things happen to people everyday, and I'm one of those people. Go figure.

It's Probably Me - Sting