I know there's a big world out there...

Like the one I saw on the screen. Trouble is, I never have the strength to take it on. I can handle things one at a time, but multi-tasking isn't my specialty. It's been raining a lot lately. I've been sleeping a lot lately. But really, I wish I was out there in the rain. I love the rain, contrary to what most people think of it. I haven't been writing much because as of late, I think I have everything I need. She makes me smile and somehow, makes me feel like I can wash away all my shortcomings tomorrow and just enjoy today with her.

Banquet this Saturday. Took the day off and Lulu is going with me. Should be some good food. I haven't gone to it in years, literally. It's a nice time, and time spent with my family. I appreciate them more than I did when I lived at home.

I guess I've still got to figure all this shit out and get back on track. It's been three weeks and I'm already tired. Go fig.

California - Death Cab For Cutie