There can be no redemption...

Am I really beyond salvation? Sometimes I think so. Times like today. I would like to think that I am a good person, but somehow I don't get that feeling inside myself. I mean you no harm; it's just who I am.

So my birthday was this past weekend. I'm 21 now. I've bought a lot of alcohol as of late. Big surprise? Not really, if you knew me and the next generation of Superfriends. Kara, Sabrina, Andrew and Adam all made my birthday memorable. And let's not forget Mark Nielsen.

The last few days have blurred into one another. Maybe that's why I took initiative. Fine time to be assertive, Gabriel. I'll just chalk it up to the fact that I have bad timing. Damn straight. But you know what? You know what comforts me right about now? The fact that even after all this, we're not even. I think I can live with that.

I'm happy. My friends have made it so. I can look in the mirror again and be content with who I see looking back. I owe that to Sabs and the Captain.

The Red - Chevelle