Alcohol makes me pensive...

Or maybe it's my lack of crayons. I don't know right about now. I was reading some earlier posts that were written maybe 7 months ago and that is probably what created this pensive state. Probably not the best idea considering alcohol brings out the honest side in people.

Regardless of how good things might seem, it's a sad thought to know that some people have struggled for so long to make it, only to fall into shambles and disarray right before the finish line. There are some things in life that bring about sincere sadness...

Among them is the thought that your best isn't good enough.

If you can relate, then sock it to you. If not, then maybe you should get to know me. I could school you on the notion of failing. I've failed at all ventures thus far and nobody up to this point could prove that things are changing. We'll see where this page in life leads me to. I have idea, and it's down south. Either back to my parents, or down to southern California.

Hey Melly Mel, are you going to need a roommate?

Yeah, life's crazy right now. Consider yourself lucky if you got to read this post, because I'm probably going to delete it when I sober up. Damn.