I'll be quiet...

You know how you just want to tell people who bitch and moan all the time to just shut the fuck up? Well, I have to follow my own advice. Like I said, all my problems are my own doing. I need to shut the fuck up because nobody needs to hear my problems when they've got their own. Besides, why do I complain when things could be so good if I just let them. Why? Because I don't ever learn. I.Q. doesn't mean shit if you don't use it.

People say I'm closed off. I think I talk too much. There's a fine line between talking too much and saying what needs to be said. Maybe I don't do either. None of this makes any sense. It's frustrating, because the solution to all my problems is the one thing that isn't an option. I'm not a horrible person, I'm not! I'm not. I'm not?

No, that's for me to decide. You'll judge me any way you want to, so I have to be the one to make a call and live with it. Nothing in this world can make me change except for myself, and I sure don't see that happening anytime soon so I need to shut the fuck up, quit complaining, get shit in gear and get my act together.

Strangers In The Night - Cake