I'm just a fool...

Or so it would seem. Think before you speak. For crying out loud, think before you act. I'm not a good person anymore. I used to think that somehow, in the end, I was a sincerely good person. These days, moral ambiguity runs rampant, and the fine line between extenuating circumstances and plain excuses has been blurred.

My sister is in town. It's always good to see her. I have to admit that I wasn't too nice to her when she was here in June for my brother's graduation. Maybe because things were easier back then and I took her for granted. Now that these times have hit the rocks on the shore, it's nice knowing that she's around to help me help our family out. I hope she knows that I care about her no matter what the situation though.

I need to stop giving people advice when I have trouble getting my own shit together. Of course, there are a few things that are consistently there for me that always make things okay. Without say, there's Superfriends. But aside from that, there's my girlfriend who has to be the most amazing person I could have ever encountered. She's my sunshine. All I need is to think about her when I'm down and things are all better. I hope she understands just how much I love her. Love is a crazy thing, and I frankly welcome the insanity. She's all I want for christmas.

Earth Angel - Death Cab For Cutie