Wishin' it was...

Or not. Somehow, everything is perfect right now. I hadn't drank in 6 days. That's the longest I've gone since January without drinking. Is that bad? Fuck it, I don't care, because I feel back in control of my life, and I feel like the world is full of possibilities.

Considering all that has happened in the last few days, and where the world may take me, I can look upon the world and smile. Especially when I realize that my crimes against myself have only turned to thin air, and not manifested themselves into the ghosts of my conscious that I thought they would. The world loves me, and I love life to the fullest. I think I'll call myself the Golden Child. Like I said, the world is looking out for me these days. Go fig that it would turn out to be okay after all the useless stressing out. Crazy shit, I tell you, crazy shit. But in the end, I still smile. And I couldn't be happier for the way things have been since last week. Not too many as lucky as I am. Big pimpin' in all sense of the word, because life loves me and I'll love her back.

Nasty Girl - Notorious B.I.G.