Typing drunk proves difficult...

I might be an alcoholic. Fuck that though, because at least I'm living life to the fullest.

I wonder what life would be like if I'd left my junior year for San Diego. Sometimes I wish more than anything that I had gone. I stayed for a girl, and that was the biggest mistake that I ever made. I realize that now. If I'd left, I'd be in SoCal right now living it up. Who knows though, it might have been hell.

Sometimes I wish I could go and live with my sister. I just might when the time is right. Think she'd have me? Think there's a Best Buy near her home that would allow me to transfer? That'd be awesome.

I'm really wasted right now, and if a particular few called me to ask what was up, I'd spill a little too much information. I think Mel called a little while ago and I gave too much info to her. But I love her like an old, old, old, old sister who is annoying and always a biyatch, so it's all good.

"Just keep it out of my department." Oops.

Anyways, there are some things that I don't need to think about right now, and I know this blog will divulge into them if I don't stop writing right now so fuck it. Actually, before I quit, I just remembered when we went paintballing and I got a phone call in the afternoon when we were finishing up. That changed my life, and made me who I am today. I'd say that one summer forged more out of me then any single time in my life before, even sophomore year of high school. And those of you that know, that was a fucked up time in my life.

Somebody used to sing the words, "You will never know." Yeah...you'll never know. Fuck it. Let's get this party started.

Actually, before I go, just remember how crazy the summers have been, and then look forward to how grateful we all will be when it's here again. That's when I'll be free from these chains. Or maybe it's just an illusion. I pray that's not the case.

Big Pimpin' - Jay-Z