Thy kingdom come...

But let my will be done. Your life is in your own hands. Take charge and make it what you want.

I know I have. I've done what I needed to secure the near future and then some. I must say that it feels good to have some degree of certainty. The wise man rises early and brings in the harvest. The fool slumbers while the sun sits in the sky and seeks the vices of the night. Proverbs, I think. I've always been bad with remembering certain things. Religion would be one of them. I have an interesting take on God and whatnot, if you ever want to hear.

As for family, well, in about an hour, I'm watching my sister get married. Not much else to say on that other than it's exciting, as well as a sign of the changes which my family has gone through over the last few years. For all the shit I talk about dealing with my family, I love them more than you'd ever know.

School is still in the works. We'll see how that pans out. Work is fine, especially considering I got a raise. And friends couldn't be better. I made a friend a "Shit's wack but your friends got your back party pack" the other day. It included an AMC Theater gift card, a can of soup, a CD and a pint of SoCo. Because sometimes you hit a rough patch and need some goodies to cheer you up.

On a quick note and the flip side, sometimes I trust too much. You shouldn't judge someone who trusts you more than they should already. But I guess that's what I owe you. Now that I think about it though, I'd say my debt is paid. What we did is in the past, but what you think of me still lingers. I guess I know where I stand in your mind's eye. Other than that, I love all my friends. I don't know where I'd be without the help of The Captain, Sabs, Drew and Linger.

Right now, the wind is coming through my 4th story window and it feels as good as if I were on a ship in the middle of the ocean. My dad will be here shortly. We'll watch the ceremony and then I'm headed to Di's house. Should be a great day. Hope you have the same.

Bang, Bang - Nancy Sinatra