Accountability, Conviction And Time...

The title of this blog says it all. Those three things have been on my mind for the last few days. Yes, things are going well, but there's always room for improvement. I just can't understand why I have trouble with the three...

Accountability. Simple idea, right? Wrong. It seems the world only wants to hold you accountable and when you try to hold it to certain standards, it laughs in your face. The golden rule: those that have the gold rule. Lol.

Conviction: You think you've got it but then the people you think are not judgmental come slamming down on you and your beliefs. Fuck off! If you want me to change, then come with some decent argument, not some attack on me and what I think. That's not how to work a tough crowd, a stoic jury or me for that matter.

Time: It's always a battle against time. It's the one thing you can't buy more of, no matter how much money you have. Fighting for the resources that are there but beyond reach is a full-time job. I like the fight. But the clock is ticking. In the last few seconds of the game, I think you'll see that I have the upper hand.

I'm becoming more accountable. I've got conviction. And time is on my side. Watch out.