Truly Happy...

...for a change. My dad always used to say be "happily discontent." I guess I understand that, because that's honestly how I wake up everyday. I thank God for all the blessings I have, i.e. my hip being okay, my family being happier than ever, etc. And I also think of what I can work on myself to make this life all it can be.

Not to say it wouldn't be nice to have you back in it, but I know when some things are gone for good. I'm just glad I didn't lose myself in the whole mess. I know you'll never trust me or believe me when it comes to certain things, and that's why some fights aren't worth fighting. But for those that do matter, especially to me, the ones that let me sleep at night, I know I won and made it through to the other side in one piece.

Life is good; nothing is depressing.